If it's going to be hell... best to play the devil


Maya, 22 year old borderline. Obsessed or indifferent.

Theme by @kashleys.
I had a seizure D:

That was so scary… I’m pretty shaken.

(via borderline-disaster)

"Dear ex lover, dear person I hate, dear future me..." With love, Anonymous.

Dear ex lover, I’m not angry any more. I know I’ll never receive an apology from you, and I guess that’s okay… but I wish you would apologise, it’d be really nice.

Dear person I hate, whenever I see you, I burn up with pure hatred. The fact that you even exist makes me angry. You are ridiculous, manipulative and pretentious… and you get away with it, fuck you.

Dear future me, I hope you’ll look back at this as a positive transition… I hope you made the right calls, stayed strong and corrected your mistakes. I really hope things haven’t blown up in your face again.

(Source: itsmicca, via l0bsterquadrille)

As of yesterday, my new morning medication cocktail >__<

As of yesterday, my new morning medication cocktail >__<

New meds

Today I was prescribed pregabalin to go alongside my fluoxetine and carbamazepine. It seems to be pretty heavy medication and it appears that my daily pill cocktail is getting pretty big!

My doctor believes that this addition will be a much better help to the BPD and bipolar. Since it can also help neurological pain it’ll ease my sciatica.

Hopefully today was a big positive step, here goes… wish me luck.

"Do you and/or your boyfriend have a fetlife account?" With love, Anonymous.

No/not that I know of.

Had a dream that the world ended

It was one of those realistic as fuck epiphany dreams, and I’ve woken up with my head totally in bits.

(Source: darnnit, via tomtomskin)

I made kedgeree :3

I made kedgeree :3

miss-minus:

My little man :3

miss-minus:

My little man :3

bunnyfood:

(via xtoxictears)

Love this 

bunnyfood:

(via xtoxictears)

Love this 

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Sunday Bunday! Time to listen to The Lord of The Rings audiobook, play Pokémon Emerald for *insert ridiculous number* hours and drink infinite cups of tea. Fuckyeah.

Sunday Bunday! Time to listen to The Lord of The Rings audiobook, play Pokémon Emerald for *insert ridiculous number* hours and drink infinite cups of tea. Fuckyeah.

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