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Maya, 22 year old borderline. Obsessed or indifferent.

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An Update
Looking and feeling pretty rough. A few days into my new combination of medication and there’s a definite reduction in anxiety… but I think my body is taking a bit of a thrashing getting used to it. The familiar nausea, dizziness and discomfort of a new “crazy pill” is all too present. Although luckily it’s starting to look like that seizure was a one-off, I really hope so anyway. I used to have them a lot when I was little and I’ve been living in fear of it recurring since I was about 7.
I had a spike in energy and motivation a couple of days ago (which led to my house getting a hell of a lot tidier!) but today and yesterday have been awful; I’ve felt on the brink of tears almost constantly, but then again my mood swings have never treated me kindly. Currently my head is punishing me, but in light of recent happenings I’ve made the decision to stop allowing people to take advantage, and that transgression will no longer be forgiven quite so easily. People have taken the piss.
Anyways, I’ll stop blabbering on. Hope you’re all doing well.

An Update

Looking and feeling pretty rough. A few days into my new combination of medication and there’s a definite reduction in anxiety… but I think my body is taking a bit of a thrashing getting used to it. The familiar nausea, dizziness and discomfort of a new “crazy pill” is all too present. Although luckily it’s starting to look like that seizure was a one-off, I really hope so anyway. I used to have them a lot when I was little and I’ve been living in fear of it recurring since I was about 7.

I had a spike in energy and motivation a couple of days ago (which led to my house getting a hell of a lot tidier!) but today and yesterday have been awful; I’ve felt on the brink of tears almost constantly, but then again my mood swings have never treated me kindly. Currently my head is punishing me, but in light of recent happenings I’ve made the decision to stop allowing people to take advantage, and that transgression will no longer be forgiven quite so easily. People have taken the piss.

Anyways, I’ll stop blabbering on. Hope you’re all doing well.

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